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Saturday, March 21, 2009

Stop This Train...

I wanna get off!

hCG levels on Friday...124.

No where near where they should be for almost 6 weeks gestation. My spotting has stopped. Since the levels went up from Tuesday, RE is worried about my only tube. This is becoming a nightmare.

I will be redrawn on Monday.

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Thank you to everyone who has been stopping by and offering such kind words and support. It means SO much to me. I'm very thankful to have found this community.
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19 comments:

  1. TracyMarch 21, 2009 at 4:52 PM

    I'm so sorry that this is continuing. I'll be praying that its not in your remaining tube!

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  2. nancyMarch 21, 2009 at 5:04 PM

    fuck. This rollercoaster is definitely time to stop so you can get off and move on. ~hugs~ and praying for your remaining tube.

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  3. StacieMarch 21, 2009 at 5:05 PM

    I am so sorry. Sometimes life just sucks balls. Hugs.

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  4. ShelliMarch 21, 2009 at 5:17 PM

    Oh hell no. This is just not fair on so many levels. Hugs to you.

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  5. momofonefornowMarch 21, 2009 at 5:43 PM

    I can't believe it. Sucks.

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  6. Becoming a Family of FourMarch 21, 2009 at 6:28 PM

    oh no! I'm so sorry. My 2nd m/c was like this -- numbers slowly rising but not close to normally. I was treated with methotrexate even though nothing was ever seen in my tube (or uterus for that matter). I hope your remaining tube is clear! Thinking of you...

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  7. AlanaMarch 21, 2009 at 7:58 PM

    What a difficult time you've been having! I hope all goes well on Monday.

    *ICLW*

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  8. AwkwardMomentsMarch 21, 2009 at 8:15 PM

    I am so so very sorry

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  9. Joy@WDDCHMarch 21, 2009 at 8:28 PM

    So does this mean they'll give you a sonogram? I think that would be more conclusive than another HCG draw. Are you having pain that would indicate possible ectopic pregnancy?

    Sorry for all the questions- I just feel helpless when what I want to do is help. So sorry for the roller coaster ride!

    njeosys[at]juno[dot]com

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  10. AnnieMarch 21, 2009 at 8:35 PM

    that sucks :( I hope this isn't in your tube, how scary (((hugs)))

    I'm sorry you are going through this....

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  11. Melis.saMarch 21, 2009 at 10:03 PM

    I hope your RE has some answers on monday!!

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  12. MaryMarch 22, 2009 at 1:55 AM

    Oh, sweetie. I'm so f-ing sorry you are going through this. My Dr told me last week (when I had the same thing happen) that you only risk losing a tube when your levels are above 2,000. I know that probably does not make you feel better about the situation, but at the very least you will be able to keep your tube.

    I'm sorry.

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  13. AnonymousMarch 22, 2009 at 2:53 AM

    I'm so so sorry. Thinking of you.

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  14. AnonymousMarch 22, 2009 at 3:26 AM

    what a nightmare indeed. it sucks. So sorry you have to go through this. I just hope it ends quickly already. Dragging it out makes it so much more painful. Thinking of you.

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  15. AnonymousMarch 22, 2009 at 4:06 AM

    I'm so sorry! I too have been there too many times, too many retests with results that aren't what they should be. The pain and disappointment are unbearable.
    Thinking of you!
    (ICLW)

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  16. CarrieMarch 22, 2009 at 4:15 PM

    This is so terrible. I hate that you have the added stress of all these ups and downs, inconclusive tests and things. It is truly the worst feeling to wait and wonder.

    I hate hate this for you. Sending you the biggest virtual hug that I can.

    Love,
    Carrie

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  17. SassyCupcakesMarch 23, 2009 at 7:06 AM

    I'm so sorry.

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  18. AnonymousMarch 23, 2009 at 8:35 AM

    Oh Amy! Hang in there hun,
    Amber

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  19. KristinMarch 23, 2009 at 12:10 PM

    Oh damn...I am so frakking sorry. That nebulous stage of what if SUCKS! {{{Hugs}}} and prayers.

    ~ICLW

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