Saturday, March 21, 2009

Stop This Train...

I wanna get off!

hCG levels on Friday...124.

No where near where they should be for almost 6 weeks gestation. My spotting has stopped. Since the levels went up from Tuesday, RE is worried about my only tube. This is becoming a nightmare.

I will be redrawn on Monday.


Thank you to everyone who has been stopping by and offering such kind words and support. It means SO much to me. I'm very thankful to have found this community.


  1. I'm so sorry that this is continuing. I'll be praying that its not in your remaining tube!

  2. fuck. This rollercoaster is definitely time to stop so you can get off and move on. ~hugs~ and praying for your remaining tube.

  3. I am so sorry. Sometimes life just sucks balls. Hugs.

  4. Oh hell no. This is just not fair on so many levels. Hugs to you.

  5. oh no! I'm so sorry. My 2nd m/c was like this -- numbers slowly rising but not close to normally. I was treated with methotrexate even though nothing was ever seen in my tube (or uterus for that matter). I hope your remaining tube is clear! Thinking of you...

  6. What a difficult time you've been having! I hope all goes well on Monday.


  7. So does this mean they'll give you a sonogram? I think that would be more conclusive than another HCG draw. Are you having pain that would indicate possible ectopic pregnancy?

    Sorry for all the questions- I just feel helpless when what I want to do is help. So sorry for the roller coaster ride!


  8. that sucks :( I hope this isn't in your tube, how scary (((hugs)))

    I'm sorry you are going through this....

  9. I hope your RE has some answers on monday!!

  10. Oh, sweetie. I'm so f-ing sorry you are going through this. My Dr told me last week (when I had the same thing happen) that you only risk losing a tube when your levels are above 2,000. I know that probably does not make you feel better about the situation, but at the very least you will be able to keep your tube.

    I'm sorry.

  11. I'm so so sorry. Thinking of you.

  12. what a nightmare indeed. it sucks. So sorry you have to go through this. I just hope it ends quickly already. Dragging it out makes it so much more painful. Thinking of you.

  13. I'm so sorry! I too have been there too many times, too many retests with results that aren't what they should be. The pain and disappointment are unbearable.
    Thinking of you!

  14. This is so terrible. I hate that you have the added stress of all these ups and downs, inconclusive tests and things. It is truly the worst feeling to wait and wonder.

    I hate hate this for you. Sending you the biggest virtual hug that I can.


  15. Oh Amy! Hang in there hun,

  16. Oh damn...I am so frakking sorry. That nebulous stage of what if SUCKS! {{{Hugs}}} and prayers.