I'm being entirely unreasonable, but I can't stop crying.
Just got a memo at work that declares that they are changing our insurance carrier as of June 1st.
Okay, not the best timing, but not much I can do about it.
I was fine until I googled the new company to see if my doctor and preferred hospital are covered.
My doctor is. Thank goodness.
The hospital I want to deliver at, where I had Miss O., and the only hospital in town with a Level I NICU is NOT.
Cue the tears.
I will NOT deliver at the other hospital, I can't fathom having my babies, only to have them whisked away ACROSS town to another hospital if they need to go to the NICU. I just can't.
I don't know what to do...