I received a text message a few minutes ago with the picture of my new niece. She's beautiful, and I'm thankful that she's here safe and sound and healthy.
That is such a hard way to feel... happy yet jealous. I am so sorry you are feeling that way, and I certainly know how you feel. Watching everyone around you continue to have kids can hurt so much while we can get stuck.
never forget that you are human. you feel the same way anyone whould in your shoes. would you really want to be the person who didn't feel anything? xoxoxo
These are the events that seem to eat at our soul. Partly feeling happy for the joy of others. Partly feeling the sadness of our own empty arms. Partly feeling guilty for all of it.
I'm glad she is here safe and healthy too.
ReplyDeleteI'm sad it hurts your heart. My heart hurts for your heart. I'm so sorry, Sweetie.
I want you to be happy too
ReplyDeleteLike Heather, I too am glad she's here and healthy but wish it hurt less. Thinking of you.
ReplyDeleteGlad to hear that the baby is healthy.
ReplyDelete*sigh* ((HUGS))
Sorry your heart is hurting...
ReplyDeleteDrat those secondary fertility baby jealousy pangs...I know them all too well.
((HUGS))
*ICLW*
That is such a hard way to feel... happy yet jealous. I am so sorry you are feeling that way, and I certainly know how you feel. Watching everyone around you continue to have kids can hurt so much while we can get stuck.
ReplyDeleteSending you LOVE and PEACE and SUNSHINE.
Big hugs,
Carrie
Sending you a hug for your hurting heart. I'm really sorry!
ReplyDelete*ICLW*
never forget that you are human. you feel the same way anyone whould in your shoes. would you really want to be the person who didn't feel anything?
ReplyDeletexoxoxo
These are the events that seem to eat at our soul. Partly feeling happy for the joy of others. Partly feeling the sadness of our own empty arms. Partly feeling guilty for all of it.
ReplyDeleteI hope your heart is soon filled with joy.
ICLW
I am so sorry for your pain. Sending hugs and prayers your way.
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