~ Frank A. Clark
I was cleaning out my desk at work yesterday, and stumbled across this quote written down on a post it note.
Funny how things just pop up when you need them, no?
As I read it, I realized that I came across it almost 2 years ago, and jotted it down. I was in a big transition in my career at the time, and had just suffered my 4th loss. The quote spoke to me then, and still does today.
I needed to read it, let it rumble around in my brain, really think about it.
No matter what the outcome of this cycle is, I need to not give up. I can't control how my body responds to the drugs, whether the embies (I hope!) we get implant, and I sure can't control whether my body accepts a pregnancy for the long haul.
So much of this, heck, LIFE, is out of our control.
And if it does work?
It will be all the sweeter because of the obstacles I've had to overcome.
I can NOT thank all of you enough for your support.
Dr. Hope called yesterday afternoon.
We've upped my folli.stim up to 150iu's twice a day. Yay, 3 shots a day! Can you feel the sarcasm?
I've been feeling some twinges in the left side of my abdomen today.
Here's hoping we see MANY follies on Monday.